Wednesday, March 20, 2019

Third day and grand failure

Woke up early in the morning because had morning shift and project exhibition today!, also  did not have any bad or weird dreams, Luckily i am not feeling any urges to fap or touch my private parts, well that's relief and hope it will continue for the day.
I don't know why i am feeling tired now and suddenly had some urge to touch and fap, i am travelling back home, tomorrow i have holiday so i will have to control the urges for today's night and tomorrow and that will be difficult.
I reached home, while i was on my way my ex emailed me and i confidently roasted her, well usually i am humble and all but this time it was different 😏.
So i had urges again, and i controlled them by listening to songs or being in front of family.
I am having crazy urges to put my hand inside the pants it's difficult to control it, i am trying to tell myself is it worth it?
What a grand failure, i ended up masturbating to some thought!, I was not able to control the urge i need to restart the days from tommorow, and i am feeling sad that i ended up relapsing, i think i need a better plan next time and someone to motivate me! 😓😔

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