About Me
I am not a doctor but a regular fapper who is fapping since age of 12 and now i am 26, i like to learn new things. I work as a Research Fellow in some Engineering College in India and my field of work is Electronics and Telecommunication, i am currently writing my Thesis on Wireless Sensor Networks. I am also interested in Artificial Intelligence, Machine Learning and Deep Learning.
My Fapping Experience
I have 14 years of fapping experience, i used to fap daily with frequency of 2–10 faps per day. First i used to Fap while watching porn after some years porn got boring so i started fapping to my imagination of having sex with some cute girl or girl whom i had crush on. Every time i used to fap it used to give relaxed feeling and whenever i used to fap imagining a girl after orgasm i used to feel that girl i was imaging was ugly shit and unattractive, i used to think why do i even like such girls. Also i used to fap when i was unable to understand during studies or when unable to perform difficult(Challenging) task, this used to make me relaxed and procrastinate and think no more about the task(Challenge) at hand, so i ended up fapping more during exams, this made me feel exhausted,lethargic and i had no motivation to even clean my room i used to think that every one in this world is shit and i was delusional in many ways.
I am not a doctor but a regular fapper who is fapping since age of 12 and now i am 26, i like to learn new things. I work as a Research Fellow in some Engineering College in India and my field of work is Electronics and Telecommunication, i am currently writing my Thesis on Wireless Sensor Networks. I am also interested in Artificial Intelligence, Machine Learning and Deep Learning.
My Fapping Experience
I have 14 years of fapping experience, i used to fap daily with frequency of 2–10 faps per day. First i used to Fap while watching porn after some years porn got boring so i started fapping to my imagination of having sex with some cute girl or girl whom i had crush on. Every time i used to fap it used to give relaxed feeling and whenever i used to fap imagining a girl after orgasm i used to feel that girl i was imaging was ugly shit and unattractive, i used to think why do i even like such girls. Also i used to fap when i was unable to understand during studies or when unable to perform difficult(Challenging) task, this used to make me relaxed and procrastinate and think no more about the task(Challenge) at hand, so i ended up fapping more during exams, this made me feel exhausted,lethargic and i had no motivation to even clean my room i used to think that every one in this world is shit and i was delusional in many ways.
My life In General
(I don't know whether or not my life was as such due to excessive fapping)
I am not able to comprehend why people enjoy tea or coffee other than the taste never felt the caffeine thingy like others do, i used to make plans for doing various things like playing musical instruments but then after some days i used to loose the motivation and used to switch on to various other things this went on and i was never perfect at anything,i practically live in dirty room and i just never ever had motivation to clean the room, i used to wear ugly worn out cloths because it never occur to me that wearing new,clean and good looking cloths can make you look GOOD, i used to look at girls like they are sex toys but was choosy about them, every relationship i had was about sex and emotions but more about sex which used to make the girl uncomfortable and think low of me and used to end up breaking with me, i used to do lots of spelling mistakes and was not confident speaking in English, i was choosy about the songs and if i catch a nice tune in a song i used to repeat it at least 1000 times before it felts dull. in short i was lacking in everything, i had moderate to good social skills, also i used to get angry on those who didn’t agree with my opinion. Also i am not able to ride bike in sunlight because sunlight automatically closes my eyes i don’t know why.
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