Thursday, March 28, 2019

First day Fourth try

Well i had urge to fap but somehow was able to control fapping by taking a pee!, So that's another trick in my arsenal, whenever you are feeling urge to fap or you are touching your parts then just take a pee.
Also i have new motivation to continue for nofap, i ended up buying a domain! and now i have custom domain for this blog!, Well it's my first domain purchase and i hope that keeps me motivated! 😀.
so today one of my students got admit in one of the US universities and she gave me a sweet and i was able to control not to eat that tempting sweet! well this proves i have increased resistance to urges and increase in will power!
And also one of my student find about this blog, basically he snooped into my laptop and found out the URL to my blog, i was not mad at him it's good that he is open minded, though based on discussion i think even he is interested in nofap.
All in all i feel calm today though had mood swings in the morning, it was because my seatuns arrangement was changed due to some silly reason, i was feeling disturbed for sometime but now it's okay!

Wednesday, March 27, 2019

Experiencing the negative effects of fapping!

After three unsuccessful nofap tries, i ended u binge fapping and experienced a bulk of negative side effects, this just proves that negative side effects of nofap are real.
  1. I was feeling lethargic the whole time yesterday and i am feeling lethargic now
  2. I was going to quit Blogging but somehow the thought of so many failures just because i was not persistent made me to continue, Well i should thank my previous failures for that.
  3. I ended up fapping two times today, one was i woke up early in the morning and second was when i was in the shower, one of the worst thing about the second fap was that i didn't have my cucumber whole hard and all but still i managed to get it hard by my imagination and ended up fapping this wasted my time and i was late so i had to hustle to job
  4. I was feeling tired today so i ended up sleeping in the train most of the time
  5. I am not feeling motivated to flirt with the girls. 
Also i learned one more thing about nofap and how to make it work, for that you need
  1. Extremely high determination
  2. Busy Scheduled or plan to be busy at something
  3. Avoid fantasizing about girls
  4. And most importantly not to think about nofap and its benifits
The last point i mentioned above is very important because, as far as i can  remember, i was able to successfully not fap for some 40+ days was when i was not at all thinking about nofap.